One of the reasons why freedom is so important is not only the history but it is my family history. Knowing how many times my ancestors have been fighting for it. How many times they have been in those battle fields against much bigger enemies and their bigger armies. Just to defend freedom that they did not have and they might not even survive to see.
I thought this was easy to answer but it is not. I have been thinking and trying to find answer for this couple of days now. Either because it is something I would like to do more than just a one day. Or I don't want to do that job even for a one day.
My friend does not only own this brand but she is the creative force behind this brand called Rising Embers. She puts her heart and and soul into these fantastic designs. Goth and Alternative athleisure clothing. It is still a small business. I can't wait to see the successful future this brand will have. I'm so proud of her.
She was truly a Iron Lady. One of a kind she used to drink her much younger employees under the table doing that in her 70's. Being a trailblazer and much more. She taught me so much. I'm honored to have her when I was child.
I have been living by this quote ever since I was teenager. That is when I did discover William Blake poems. This has been my way deal a lot of situations. It has worked. But I do understand not everyone will use it or even try it. Because not only will it be a weapon. It won't only hurt it can destroy someone. Depending how far to take how big damage it will make.
Reason is because this brutal unsolved triple murder. They were camping on a tent and were brutally murdered at night. The victims are buried nearby my great grandparents grave. So all my life I haven't been able escape remembering that awful murder. That is still unsolved after all these decades.
I'm true child of night. I'm always been up at dead of night. Even as little child. I was playing nighttime with my toys. It actually runs in two biological family lines. Rather work at the night and sleep at day. Following the Dracula lifestyle like some people call it.
Emojis are easy to way show emotions and not just text. Because text can be read in many ways. Like when text my best friend I hate you. 😂 It is easy to see I don't actually hate her or being mad. That I'm joking. She reply same as me to when she is texting me she hates me. It is always: I love you too.
It was worth the risks move here. I actually did not plan to throw my phone to the sea. It is safe to say I did get really a brand new start. I was also thinking other countries and cities. But luckily I did choose Tallinn. Over ten years later none of those cities are safe anymore.
That is something that makes me still nervous. My blogs has helped me so much with my anxiety about sharing my writing. And I absolutely love sharing my poems online. Hearing what others think my poems. But the thought that people will be able read my stories. That still gives me anxiety. Because stories are lot more work endless hours spend writing them. Also my closeness to some of the characters. Makes the biggest difference between stories and poems.
Mysteries by Rose 