After him I want nothing to do with love. There is no love left in me. Not after he was stolen by death. Left my heart broken and dead. Losing him made me heartless. It is not that I try to be cruel. I just don’t know how to love anymore. To feel anything.
When I was young. I did swear that I would never. Never ever. Be fool for love. I did not understand. How could heart lead us so wrong? Let us become slaves for love. Just because of love. But like so many before me. Love did made fool out of me. And I did end up heart broken.
I could never imagine there would be last kiss between us. Last kiss that I didn't know was going to be the last kiss. No warning, no signs. But it was the last kiss. How love that was meant to last forever could just end? End like that? Like it never was. But it was real.
I had thought it was over. It wasn’t coming back but I was wrong. Somehow somewhere. It just sneaks back in. Without even noticing. Then one day bang you’re in love. After swearing never again. I will never again love. But that one person. Just the thought of that one name.
It is said that each one of us destiny is written in the stars. There on millions of light years away. Could it all be written there in the night sky? Is it all just decided in advance? Or do we have power change what was written in first place? Can we rewrite our stars?
Right now these are the biggest treasure I own. Every single word written by you. All of your love poured into these pages. Your heart wide open for me. That is why these are my biggest treasure. Thank you for trusting me with your heart. I will promise I will never break it. Your heart is safe with me.
Another love letter written straight from heart. The love that brought us together. And even now that there is a sea between us. This love stays with me. Even when you can’t. I’m never alone in the night. Because your love letters brings your love to here. Promising you will follow them.
To be haunted by your ghost It is as bittersweet as cruel. Reminder love that I lost. That you are no longer here. I loved you more than anyone. Ever. My heart broke. But it ain’t my time yet.
I wished so long that I would be the one for you. Night after night. Follows each one all alone. Still I can be with when you arrived to the dream again. Even when you’re not here with me. You are near me. I almost can touch you.
I almost said I love you. But I did stop myself. I almost said that I need you. It is true but my pride don’t let the words out. Almost but quite yet ready. Will you understand that my once burned heart still needs more time. It was broken so badly. Please forgive to it, to taking it’s time.
Mysteries by Rose 